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Innocent Eyes - Delta Goodram

Innocent Eyes - Delda Goodram
Do you remember when you where 7?
And the only thing that you wanted to do
Was show your mum that you could play the piano
Ten years have passed
And the one thing that lasts
Is that same old song that we played along
and made my mamma cry

I miss those days and I miss those ways
When I got lost in fantasies
In a cartoon land of mysteries
In a place you won't grow old in a place you won't feel cold and
I'll sing
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Seems I'm lost in my reflection
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Find a star for my direction
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
For the little girl inside who won't just hide
Don't let me see mistakes and lies
Let me keep my faith and innocent eyes

Do you remember when you were 15?
And the kids at school called you a fool cos you took the chance to dream
In the time that's past and the one thing that lasts
Is that same old song that we played along and made my daddy cry
I miss those days and I miss those ways
When I got lost in fantasies
In a cartoon land of mysteries
In a place you won't grow old in a place you wont feel cold
and I'll sing
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Seems I'm lost in my reflection
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Find a star for my direction
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
For the little girl inside who wont just hide
Don't let me see mistakes and lies
Let me keep my faith and innocent eyes

My innocent eyes
Under my feeling under my skin
Under the thoughts from within
Learning the subtext
Of the mind
See creation how where defined
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Seems I'm lost in my reflection
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Find a star for my direction
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
For the little girl inside who wont just hide
Don't let me see mistakes and lies
Let me keep my faith and innocent eyes

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what the f*ck again.........

what the f....
the world of cyberspace will not have peaceful days here in my college and faculty....
now they start a new trick...again...
they block blogs.......
what the f*ck?????
ok...they block friendster at the beginning...
but since i'm not a loyal user of friendster.....fine with me....
now y suddenly they start blocking blogs???????
what the hell is wrong with reading other ppl's blogs??
what the *ck is the problem of composing our own blogs and expressing our own point of views...
now i have to travel like 10km to the main campus library computer lab where blogs aren't being block there.....
what the f*ck is happening to my faculty?????

y do all good things come to an end....

All Good Things (Come to an End)
by nelly furtado

Honestly what will become of me
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
We missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
(come to an end, come to an end
Why do all good thins come to an end)x2

Travelling I always stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way
I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dustLovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
(come to an end, come to an end
Why do all good thins come to an end)x2

The dogs were whistling a new tune
barking at the new moon
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die
The dogs were whistling a new tune
barking at the new moon
hoping it would come soon
so that they could die

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dustLovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
(come to an end, come to an end
Why do all good thins come to an end)x2

Well the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should
stay away for a day
until the feeling went away
And the sky was falling
And the clouds were dropping and the...
The rain forgot how to bring salvation
The dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die

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political problems....(cont.)

like what i mentioned in the last post......
it is pure unnecessary to hold a course night in such grand place....
the palace of the golden horses...
yaya...
i know that beckham and the other famous footballers stayed there before...
i know that siti nurhaliza is one of the regular customers there....
i know that the members of the royal families in malaysia threat it as their second royal palace...
but so what???
we are not from that level of rich and famous society....
no wonder some of my course mates refuse to attend the dinner...
then the seniors would summon them and persuade them to pay for the tickets....
hey....
this is a democratic world.....
before they started deciding the venue.....
they shouold ask for our opinion or maybe let us all vote for the places to hold the party.....
they cant just like impose the burdun on us without our earlier notice......
need go back to seep liao...
next time continue again...

political problem....

dunno for what reason,
every course in upm has its own society....
like medic students are all members of Putra Medical Club...
nutrition and dietetic students will join the nutrition and community health club...
us...
biomedical science also has a club of its own...
biomedical club....
i wonder y do we need a club for every course??
i mean...
since we are all in the same course...
we basically meet each other almost everyday in a week...
then is it necessary for the existance of such "course societies"
the objective of us joining a club...
other than collecting pts (like what we do in secondary sch)
is to meet new ppl...
to expose ourself to the other sides of the world..
to experience different things ....
but in these "course societies"....
we meet the same ppl....
we are still stuck in this faculty...
we are doing the same thing as the lecturers taught us....
what's the point???
some more we have to pay for the sky high price of members' fee....
i cant accpet my friend's explanation.....
can forge stronger bonds between 1st 2nd and 3rd students....
what the fuck???
i have joined this club for like over 1 semester....
they organizers never ever oraganise anything.....
they have done nothing............
furthermore.....
if they really wanna tighten the relationship between seniors and juniors...
simply organize a biomedical day will do........
not really need to build up a club but do nothing......
recently a more unsatisfying incident happened...
the one and only activity that this biomedical club organises in A YEAR is the biomedical night.....
its an annual grand dinner and every member of the club has to attend....
find with me to attend the dinner but the price is killing me...
RM 80 per pax.......
hey...
i think having a dinner for RM 80 is too expensive....
the reason for this sky price...
they held it in the palace of golden horses...
which is one of the most high calss hotel in malaysia....
oh please...
i think for a night like this...
holding it in a less igh class hotel like the mines hotel ot the mints hotel is enough...
not necessary to have it in such high class places..
after all we are all still students...
who have no earning powers
the ptptn loan is for our study purposes...
not to waste it on this stupid occasion...

have to rush to class now...
continue my complaint next time.....
lastly i would like to say something which will disgrace the seniors....
actually the title "biomedical club" means nothing.....
i mean grammatically...
what the meaning of biomedical club??
a club which is biomedical???
what the fuck???
it should be "biomedical science club"....
i wonder y nobody in this 10 years realize this........

finally discovered how to make a post here...

walau..
it's been like a decade since i post a new post here...
it's becoz of the stupid system upgrade of both internet explorer and blogspot...
but now finally everything has went back to normal.....
hey....
now there a more happy-making thing happened to all villagers of k17...
now...
there's a active LAN port in every house....
wow....
but still useless for me as i dont like to use LAN port...
i still prefer to take a 5 minutes walk to the faculty and get the wireless serveice there.....
coz i think i'm used to online while enjoy the comfort of midnight breeze...
staying indoors isnot the type of feel for me now....
anyway...
till here

reaally wanna shout out foul words....

what the hell is happening to blogspot??
how come after i updated my account the the new version i cant post ang blog in my own blog??
unti;l today they got this problem fixed...
the more stupid thing is....
after uprading it...
i cant read it anymore...
how come i can post my blog...
but i cant read it??
those who upgraded their window explorer cant read my blog....
to make things simpler to understand...
i'll make an equation....
unupdated w/explorer + unupdated blogspot = visible

unupdated w/explorer + updated blogspot = visible

updated w/explorer + unupdated blogspot = visible....
but...........................

updated w/explorer + updated blogspot = the page cannot be displayed.....

what the fuck???

having a car in university...

after begging for like the whole last semester...
my father finally bought me a car...
but we still quarreled over wish type of car to buy...
i like wira...
i have been driving wira for 5 years....
none of the other cars in the market attracts me more than wira....
but my father wanted to buy myvi...
but does it make any sense??
myvi is smaller than wira...
the space that the back of the car to stora things is definately smaller..
some more for me wira is more sporty than myvi...
but the 1 paying for the car won the battle...
then we quarrel about the number plate...
i actually wnat the plate 'PHD'..
can you imagine the thrill i have a PhD .....
if i want that number...
i' would have to wait for about 1 month...
but my father insisted to buy the car mmediately...
he wanna wait no more...
coz he dowan to spent time quarreling about cars anymore...
so...
i end up with 'PHC'....
still a bit more to reach PhD....

having car here in UPM is a burden...
though the car grants me freedom to go anywhere 1 want..
but since my parents wont be giving me extra fuel money....
then i have to save it lor........
poor me.....
even though i hate myvi...
but it is still my car...
therefore from now on...
i have 2 best friends...
my laptop and my car

sudden shock!!!

actually i was planning to write a full record aboiut my trip from penang to kl to singapore then back to penang 1...
but suddenly my fellow coursemate JGKW smsed me and gave me the big news for UPM students......
in the middle of mu deep deep slumber......
the semester results are out....
then i asked him to check for me coz faster..
then after a long wait...
i think he cant believe his eyes also..
i got 3.8 over 4.0...
walau...
i got a 1st class ler...
i'm even in the dean's list !!!!!!
wow.......
so great...
sorry for mr WTY...
who was, 15 minutes ago having his nice sleep in his vacation in penang island....
i called him and woke him up to tell him the news...
but i dont think he'll care lar...
becoz he got a 4 flat!!!!!!
walau............
congratulate me lar.....
thanks thanks thanks....
p/s: and again...
my result is the worst 1 among stpm boys in my course.....
haiz....
who ask stpm boys to be so strong ler

refreshing malay.....a must for malaysian students in overseas???

now typing blog at the student lounge at prince george's park residence of nus....
it's almost 3 am in the morning....
most students living here finished their exams...
now left overs are either will be having their last paper tomolo or just finished their papers yesterday and waiting for tomolo to come and move out from the hostel....
now....
there are 3 malaysian students sitting next to me..
chatting aimlesssly and pointlessly about everything..
at last their concentration focus on malay vocabulary....
lock in malay = mangga
queen = ratu
pineapple = nanas....
etc.....
very funny...
just for 2 or 3 years studying in singapore...
well one of them forgot nearly every malay word.....
well...
bless him when he go back to his hometown lo....
very fun experience..
listening to the conversation of 3 total strangers....
hahaha.....

finally, nus.......

i still can remember a few months ago...
how i yearned to enter NUS,(national university of singapore)
at that time ranked no 22 in times' world universities ranking.....
not only for its prestige in the science field...
it also give me a chance to study "overseas"..
although its like only a few kilometres across the sea from malaysia..
it is still considered a foreign country...
but something happened...
and i din make it there...
and ended up in UPM...

now i'm in NUS...
staying overnight at my friends hostel room....
pretended to be a NUS student..
romed around the campus.....
a very incredible journey....

but the more i walk around NUS...
the more i hate malaysian public universities...

even the people here are very friendly and funny......
really enjoy sitting aside...
pretending i'm typing my blog but listen to other ppl's conversations and gossips...
really funny..
that's what happened when i'm typing this blog lo...

been to 3 cities in 48 hours, from north to south!!!!

always has a dream to become a backpacker...
now finally realized it..
although its not as far as i wanted years befre...
but at least i enjoy the feelig of it...
went back to upm from penang on tuesday...
then on wednesday night...
ride the train to singapore liao!!!!
now living in the campus of the national university of singapore...
hte university that i would probably go in 5 months ago...
but as u all know i ended up in upm lo....
now at least can get some nus-student-like experience here lo.....

am i crazy??? certainly not...

yesterday i gave my fellow collegemates a shock of their lives...
before revealig the shock...
i give some details about their plight...
they are medic students...
future guiders of our health....
so with this great future burden on their shoulders..
they have to study more...
so much until they still have to study in uni while students of other courses are already back to their respective hometowns...
now they are the poor ones...
they have to endure lonelines in this deserted k17...
until they finally take their final exams...at the end of december...
in other words...
their holiday starts when other courses' students' classes reopen........

well...
i am not a medic student...
i am having my long long long holiday....
but i am back to upm.............
and it's just the beginning of december.........
hahahaha.....
i now it's weird...
but...
penang is just too boring for me lor......
all i can say lo that is....
hahahah.....
but will be going to singapore to visit the my best friends KLKE...........
haha..
at least something to make my holidays worth wihile....

serious problem!!!!!!

serious !!!!!!
today is the 1st of december...
for those who are not from penang...
on december of every year....
there will be a rather huge occasion take place in penang...
that is the opening of 'pesta'...
although so some its just a stupid place where visitors will have to pay to buy a ticket in rder to get inside a huge space to buy something....rather stupid concept...
more ridiculous of this 'pesta' is....
it only run for a month on each year....
for the remaining long 11 of the year..
the authorities just leave the huge area deserted......
what a waste...
but still dunno y...
every year thousands of ppl would swamp to this 'pesta'.
and making the surrounding area conjested with heavy traffics...

well...
the 'pesta' take place somewhere very near to my house.....
but u might be thinking that since i live here for so many year...
i should be used to it...
but since the beginning of this year...
the government of penang island switched the main bus station next to 'pesta'...
oh my damn sky...
ppl from all over penang island, those who wants to take transnational bus rides would ahve to come to this already crowded area......

to make things worse....
today...
1st of december 2006....
the largest shopping centre of penang island...
will be opened.....near this area....
which is near to my house..also.....
what the hellllll..........
all shopoholics from every corner will be rushing to this grand opening...

like helllll.....
i cant imagine what will happen to the traffic of this area......
someone plz help me.....
i just came home to enjoy my holiday......
suddenly miss UPM so much..

spending part of my holiday...in the university!!

though it stated in the academic year calender of UPM that the semester holiday starts at 20th of november, a lot of us went for our holiday earlier than that...
it depends on the date of the latest final paper of each course...
therefore ...
some people can go for their holiday as early as 8th of november...
while some unlucky ones, lile the second year seniors of bimedic, will have to wait until 16 of november to end their semester.
but the most unfortunate ones are the medic students .
their hoilday is totally different from pther courses.
while where ae itting for our final exams..
their lectures continue on....
while thier other university-mates are enjoying one and a half month holiday...
they will have to endure their 3 weeks of study week and their final paper woth 9 encyclopedia thick notes and reference books....
hahaha...
well...
that's the price they have to pay to become a doctor..hahaha...

as for me....
my holiday starts at 11 of november...
plz look at the date of this blog being published....
i'm still in UPM...
why?
i myself also have no idea about it...
just not feeling like wanna go home.....
a feel weeks aga i even planned to find a temporary job here near my universty so that i dont have to go bck to penang...
there's nothing wrong with my family situation nor penang..
it's just that i spent most 3/4 of my life time in penang already...
just feeling that i should probably go explore another place...
penang...is too boring for me..
even though it is the one of the most enjoyable cities in malaysia..
my life here in UPM since my holidays starts is aimless.....
but according to y coursemates and collegemates....
my life is aimless even when the semester syarts...
coz i never put effford n my studies..
haha...
who say that a university student sould put 100% of their attention to their studies or other meaningful and so-called constructive ativities....
back to thedescription of my pointless life here...
during weekend....
when the medic students have no class to attend, we would go to the supermarket yo buy ingredients to cok in the hostel..
that alone is the "project of the day"....
we cooked bak kut teh and even pork meat porridge ...
as for deserts...
red bean soup and barley water.....
and for the rest of the day...
playing cards and chatting would kill all the free time we have...
sometimes i feel sorry...
for inducing the medic students to neglect study time just to entertain me...
hahaha..
well as for weekdays...
i'll go online for a while....wandering in the main campus for a while..
go for a nice swim in the university pool......
but when i rains...
my day will be ruineed...
for example...
today and now!!!
just now i went to swim....then i rained....
then i rushed to the restaurant near by and want to have my dinner...
then i realise that i left my matrice card in the pool...
through the rain...with the umbrella borrowed from my coursemate....
i rushed back to the pool...
then i realised that the matrice card, all the time...was in my bag...
damn!!!
bad day...
then i'm now in the main campus library...
typing this...
due to my anger...
i typed quite loudy...
the other users nearby ar eall looking at me...
so shameful.....
later will gbe going to the main hall to watch a symphony orchestra present....
got to go now...

From the bottom of my heart………

From the bottom of my heart…
i know that everyone is struggling to study for tomolo’s final exam….
I know that tomolo we’ll be having microbiology and cell biology final..
I know that they are the 2 hardest subject of all…
I know that some coursemates even dint sleep for 2 days just to study them…
I know that some are planning not to sleep to night just to memorize those facts…
I know that people from other courses also will be having exam tomolo..
I know that almost everyone in college 17 will not be sleeping well in this exam month…
I know that some of my friends hope that I can lift up a note and study…
I know that some people are amazed by how relax I am..
I know that a lot of ppl feel pity as I totally give up in my studies…
I know that a lot of ppl cant stand I just wandering around doing nothing…
I know that yesterday I went to shopping centre whole day shocked a lot of ppl..
I know that I spent the whole day in main campus online was a waste of time….
But..
I just cant help it…
Too lazy to study…
Rather walk around in main campus to find the best place to get online…
Rather wander around the whole faculty to find a functional LAN port……..

I miss form 6 life….

The first semester of my university life has come near to its end…
3 more exams to go then I can finally rest for another 1 and a half month….
But actually…
Strictly speaking..
I have been resting for the whole semester….
Never ever lift up a book or a notes to study..

I miss form 6 life a lot…
Dunno y…
Though I seem to be the most enjoying person in the group of people the I mix in this university..
That something missing..
But cant describe it…
Long time haven’t keep in touch with my ex-classmates..
Those who accompanied me in doing a lot of crazy stuffs..
Life eat steamboat in class room…
Play mahjong before stpm trial ..
Gossip about other people…
Hate somebody together…
Uncountable, I seem..
So may be after I reload my mobile phone credit..
I’ll send tem an sms lor.
A sign of keeping in touch lor…

But I know eventually it wont be like the time before..
Everybody will change eventually…
But still…
Hope that friendship can survive lar…

selamat deepa-raya!!!

finally come abck to penang liao...
still in the effort of reviving this blog lo...
back to penang my home town...
actully..
if compared to other cities in this country...
Penang is best of the best...
ipoh, miri, labuan, kuching, putrajaya, cyberjaya...
these so called 'bandaraya' or cities are nothing compared to penang...
penang is far more rich and developed than they do...
dunno why the central government declared them as cities while penang...
one of the most populated, economically contributing state is still stuck with the title 'perbandaran' or suburban??

dowan to mention about this never ending argument...
that a good news happened in my family...
there a new member joining my family....
now 1 have 1 dad, 1 mum, 1 older brother, 1 sister in law, 1 older sister, 1 future brother in law, 2 ever hungry not so beutiful gold fish like fish, 3 turtles and a puppy....
the puppy, the youngest member of the family..
though the family name not known...
immediately got all of our attentions when it came here...
walau...
a lot of preparation need to be done to welcome her...
her name....

still remain undecided
my father wants 'wong choi' which means prosperity....too clumpsy for a girl...
my sister wants 'lulu'...sounds too stupid...
my brother wants 'money' ...too cheap lar...
my mother wants 'ah girl'...but my sister objected....
then my mother wants 'baby'.....dunno lar...
now...
stay tune lar..
will tell here when we finally got a name for her

is this blog dead??

is this blog dead??
i wonder aboutit too myself...
maintaining a blog need a lot of effort..
and tome...
and passion...
i think my passion about writing blog has faded away...
but i'll still persevere.....
i wanna let my long time no see friends have the chance to know more about the recent me...
i'll try hard to keep it updated...
i'll try

Nobody’s home….

Home, in the context of hostel, is the room that we live in…
Hostel…
Is just the place that we temporarily stay during out pursuit for higher education…
Some may think that it’s just a place to sleep andstudy..
But it’s not!!!
It’s the place where we socialize with others ..
The place where roommates, housemates, coursemates and even collegemates have fun…
The place where we discover how big the world is and how people differ with each other…
The place where conflicts happen and tolerance resolved..
The place where fraternity is the best thing to happen in our lives…
The place where u would never wanted to leave…

but life is indeed not a bed of roses…
even though ur house mates are funny and mixable…
ur hostel life wi’ll be like hell if u have a roommate that u dislike…
not to smear anyone’s name here…
but I just feel that I really want to change my room….

I think I’ll surely miss my housemates a lot after I moved out…
They are so friendly….
Although I rare have a nice sleep with their presence….
I still like them….

Oh…
How I wish that one day when I go back to my room…
Them nobody is in there….
I have my single room back….
Then I can still live with those crazy but funny ppl lor…..
Some more can sleep alone…..

How I wish………

Sick today…attending class now…..exam tomolo..

Bad flu….
Keep on sneezing and sucking my own nasal mucus with my nostril…
Some more haven’t study for the exam tomolo….
Cell biology…
Thick like hell the notes….
Beginning to have the initiative to study…
But still too lazy to practice it…
Coz I’m sick ma…
What a lame excuse….

Attending the ethnical relationship class again…
As boring as usual…
The class is so quiet…
I think maybe the lecture is too boring kua…
Everybody either sleeping or studying….
I think I’m being hated…
Because the irritating noise of sucking nasal mucus…
Comes from me..
Aiya..
My fellow classmates…
Plz be pitiful lar….
Me so poor….

For all who read this blog..
Wish me get well soon lar…..

Ming tatt… live from dewan kuliah sains, faculty of environmental science…

Living in a dangerous house…always at the risk of collapsing…..

My hostel apartment unit is what other considered as unlucky house…
Because while other units with only 4 or less ppl living ….
My unit is fully occupied by 8 ppl…
Walau…
So crowded hor….
Like living in a sardine can lor…
Or like living in crowded low class flat lor…
Well u might think so…
But I did…like 1 and a half months ago…
But now….
My perspective on the issue of 8 ppl sharing one apartment has changed…
It’s quite interesting and fun..
Especially living with seniors….those funny ones…
During day time…
Even the sound of needle falling onto the floor will be heard in my house…
Coz everybody is either attending class or have their midday nap…
I think maybe next time I should ban them from having afternoon nap…
Afternoon sleep too much liao…
Then at night become too active…
So active until I wanna kill all of them…
haha…then including myself will be killed lar then…
walau…
so hyperactive…
everyday seems like we have uncountable topics to talk about…
jokes about almost everyone in our course and other courses…
so much laughter…

But everything has its negative sides….
8 ppl in a house…
Too noisy lar…
We can even chat, laugh and play stupid games until 3 am morning…
And with me involve in those stupid games…
The volume of us is guaranteed to have the ability to bring down the whole house..
So I think that maybe our neighbors might now be writing letter of complaint to the college authorities….
Coz the building is shaking…

I think I’ll write a letter of complaint also…
Plz lar…
I never have enough sleep when I spent the nights at my own house…
Too noisy??
No coz I’m one of those making noise 1…
Chat until 2-3-4 am in the morning…
Some more have class on the morning of the next day….
Where got enough sleep????maybe kill all of them better lar…
In order to have nice nap….

Genetics exam…dunno how……

Genetics exam supposed to be on today…
But dunno y …
It has been proposed to next week…
The lecturer’s explanation….
She couldn’t find a suitable place to run the exam….
Coursemates’ assumption…
She couldn’t finish setting the exam questions…….

Well…
I’m sitting on the fence…
Dunno anything about this…
Since I never study for my test…
I don’t have to right to question y she didn’t stick to the schedule…

Still…
What I’m wishing for is…
No more exams…..

Wanna fight??

Suddenly feel very lost here in UPM…
Got nothing to do…
But actually got a few tests waiting for me to study but I’m too lazy for it..

Since it’s an exam week…
Therefore nobody is free enough to accompany me to roam around the block…
But….
Watching them diligently burying their heads inside inches think book….
That doesn’t drive me to work hard….
I still enjoy my current lifestyle as the idle guy of biomedic….

Today morning during microbiology class…
While others concentrating on the boring lecturer…
i gave my attention to my fellow classmates…
observing other ppl funny action is always my best time-killing tool….

Today…
As usual….we combined our class with second year nutrition seniors….
The class was so crowded that the freezing lecture hall became as warm as oven…
All of a sudden….
I glanced at a female senior…
Oh my big blue sky……….
She was wearing the same t-shirt that I bought a few days ago when I went out to meet my secondary school bets friends at mid valley….

Oh my big blue sky again…
I really hate the situation where other ppl were wearing the same clothes that I possess…
Since I was here about a month ago..
She’s the second person who, like what Chinese say…
Hit the same clothes….
I hated that situation…
can u imagine how embarassing that was....
some more degrade my taste and...
deprive the dignity of the clothes that i ws wearing..

Why wanna buy the same clothes that I bought ler….
Then ma got comparison lor…
Wanna fight ar….

Mission failed…

Planning to start work hard today….
But dunno y..
The lazy bug inside me still lingers around…..
Still cannot carry out the plan….
Then…
So how???
So just forget that u have ever read the last blog lor (“save tonight”)…

Spent whole day doing nothing….
Chatting to housemates…
Sitting on my bed contemplating about nothing…..

Mission…
Study for exam….
Status….
Failed….

MUET......pointless

Band 6 ma….
Band 5 ma…..
Band 4 ma…
Band 3 ma…
Band 2 ma…
Band 1 ma…
Ma…
Ma…
All the same….
MUET…
How many stupid ignorant form 6ers get tricked by it??Who said that in order to study medic…. One have to get at least band 5….
Who said that in order to enter law….. one must get band 6….
Luckily I never dreamt of wanting to become a doctor…
If not hor I’ll vomit blood to death…
By the phrase u guys should know that how many medic students do not obtain band 5 above here lar…

But that not the main point of this blog..
In my course…
Originally..
With no exception from the other non-professional courses…
Band 5 above student were exempted from taking English courses…
With this system on….
Us the band 5 and above students would have a lot of free time coz we would have only 13 credits of subjects need to attend for this semester….
I even push forward a 2 credit course from the next semester to this semester just to fill up the free time…

And then suddenly the faculty authorities changed the system…
For biomedic students only…
No matter what band we got…
We all had to attend the English course…
Man…
my free time…
Vanished just like that…
So us those poor band 5s prepared ourselves to attend the English class lo…

After we settled down…
The authorities changed their policy again and we all have to drop the English class….
Man……
How unsystematic was that….
Some more we were forced to take elective English courses..
Not in this semester but the next….
What…
Do they know that next semester we’ll be very busy liao….
Hai…
Y like that ler…
Then I rather not to get band 4…
If only last time I got 4 more comprehension question wrong..
I can get band 4 liao.
y>????
y get so high marks ler last time……

Don’t ever invest in real estate!!!!

I think I should call myself a whole-block sleeper…
For some reasons I seldom sleep in my own room…
Instead…
I would travel through out the whole block D of college 17..
The only male block in college 17…
And knocked on my friends doors….
Ask whether I could spend a night in their room…..
And I already made some reservation on some other’s room..
Which I haven’t visit yet..
and with a empty bed in their rooms…..
I even told them that those empty beds are mine….
And suddenly my property grew from 1 room to over 10 rooms….
Haha…
I joked with them that I was the biggest real estate owner here in K17…
The reservation list was so long that I could spend half a month sleeping in different rooms…..
Hahaha…
Can u imagine how “rich” I was??/
I have over 10 rooms under my ownership….

But…
Suddenly….
A great economical slump happened here at K17 today!!!
And my prospect was under treat!!!!!
Some 5th year medic seniors suddenly move in into our college and some of them occupied some of my properties!!!!
Plz lar…
Bad political stability here!!!!
Y suddenly got massive emigrants 1…
And dare to occupy my properties…
But they have the permission from the government of K17…
So poor investors like me will have to cope the lost ourselves lar…
Especially me lor…..
Great lost lar…
Next time when u guys join the work force….
Remember not to invest in real estate….
No prospect 1…
No security…
High risk some more………..

1st test coming……how am i?? sleep lar of course……

1st test is on next week….
Got many ppl already buried their heads inside inches thick textbooks…
But I still have no idea what to study yet wo……….
Die lar….
Am I going to fail the 1st test ler…..
Some more according to other seniors….
my test is going to be very hard 1 wo…….
But I still remain blur blur 1 wo….
Although last time in form 6 I could pass the school test without revising….
I think now I’m in university liao….
Things are different liao…..
Here…
In order to get high grades..
One have to have the initiatives to read out more book…
Find more information….
Do more research thru the internet………..

I do read…………….other ppl’s blog.
I do find…………….other ppl’s gossips…
I do research………….on lastest music thru internet…….

How am I going to pass the test ler???

Virus I hate u!!!

Dunno what bad luck hit me today…
Dunno where was the source of the stupid virus….
Dunno who is the 1 who started creating computer viruses…
Plz lar…
Before u pass or create any viruses..
Plz consider other’s feeling lar…
My laptop is only 1 and a half week old…
Why suddenly infected with diseases liao…
My poor little baby……..

High tech problems??? Plz lar…just admit that ur not systematic lar..

As what I had mentioned here for like a zillion times…
there are no wireless internet connection in my college….
In order to make full use of my laptop…
I’ll have to travel far to the heart of the university to get my laptop registered to use the wireless facility in the main library….
Last week, I used up my precious afternoon nap time and traveled for miles with the college bus to get to the main library….
Finally I got it registered and I was very happy about it…
I indeed made full use of the wireless facility…
I even ignored the lecturer in front of me during hubungan etnik class and get online to write blog here (titled “attending the controversial ‘ethnical relationship’ (hubungan etnik) class…”)
But now….
Here…
In the same place where I registered my laptop…
I cant get connected to the net!!!???
Y ??
A few of my friends followed me here…..
They wanted to see how advanced our university is….
They wanna see how wonderfull is it to have a laptop…
Now..
When I want get connect to the ne..
Password is required..
But the problem is..
I don’t have 1…
That day the register guy told me that we need not to have password to get online….
Then???
Y does the page inquiring password keep on appearing??
Try to guess the password but of course, I get it wrong…
Rush to the registering counter…”open only on office hours”
Rush to the enquiring counter….”arr..i dunno about this, plz ask the IT counter”
Rush to the IT counter…..”arr I’m not sure about this…but I think there’s some high tech problems with the previous system, so I think they are using a new system now. So I think u should come back on weekdays to register again lar…”
What the hell??
That means I have to sacrifice one more precious afternoon nap time just to come here again to get registered…again???
Plz lar…
Who can guarantee that I wont have to come back here for the 3rd or 4th or 5th or the nth time?
Aiyo….some more say wanna apply for ISO…….
Honestly lar…
Sincerely lar…
No offense lar…
If the library really wanna apply for ISO…
Plz be more systematic lar…
And some more..
Get ur stuffs trained …..

So now…
I’ll have to dig a hole liao…
Y??
Where the hell I am going to put my face ler…
I brought along a few friends with me ler…..
Now…
All cant get online…………………………….Hai……

Get updated lar plz……..

Laptop…
Laptop…
Laptop…
How should I rate u??
A gift from heaven (actually from dad and mum) ??
Or a nuisance ler??
Nope!!!
U’ll never be a trouble causing thing..
Ur my best friend…
It’s all those common-senseless ppl’s fault!!!

How to carry a laptop..
With a laptop bag lar of course…
But plz give some attention to the fashion trend lar plz…
a laptop bag doesn’t confine to briefcase-like shape only…
now in the market there’s back-pack shape 1 liao lar plz…
out-dated liao lar u guys…

i swear in the future I’ll never work in a library…
or anywhere related to library…
coz I am afraid maybe if I mingle with the old books for too long …
I’ll become disconnected with the real world…

Last week when I came to the main library…
With my back-pack-style laptop bag…
They let me in but when I wanted to exit…
They wanted to check my back to see whether I stole any books from the library..
U might think that was a very normal procedure….
But the absurd part of the story was…
All books in the library are electronically labeled…
And there are sensors at the exit of the library…
Plz lar..
The alarm would sound if I tried to smuggle any books out of the library…
I wouldn’t be so angry if they just check my bag…
The most annoying part was the guard….
Aiyo…exaggerating only…
Tried to act like he was very professional…
And groused a lot…..
Ur just working inside a crappy library only
Don’t act like ur working in the customs larr..
Plz lar…
If ur that PROFESSIONAL….
Then u should know that electronic sensor gate in front of ur counter is not just a piece of waste junk larrrrrrrrr…………….

Stay in the hostel????????????

For students from other colleges, college 17 is like a heaven…
Brand new hostel….
Apartment style living space….
Every apartment has a 4 rooms, 2 person share a room, 3 bath rooms, a cloth drying area, a living room and dry kitchen!!
A living room!!!
For those who described their living areas like sardine cans, what a lullaby!!
3 bathrooms per house…..
How luxurious is that!!??
residents on a whole floor need to compete for a few bathrooms only, for them…
Therefore I think the rate of students having constipation in college 17 is the lowest among all colleges in UPM.
A dry kitchen!!!
What???
What??
What??
Extra space to put our belongings lo coz nobody wants to cook in the hostel…

Indeed a paradise in UPM..
But I still dislike it lor…
I want freedom…
Though the house rent here is cheaper…
I still want to move out next year….
Freedom is priceless!!
Here…
After 10 or 12…
Nobody is allowed to enter or exit the college..
Oh plz… the night is still young and I’ll have to bejailed in this boring area…
I want to have teh tarik session with my friends outside 1…

In order to stay in the hostel second year onwards…
One must accumulate enough extra-curriculum credits….
Luckily (dunno whether its really luck or not??)
For just staying 2 weeks here…
I accumulated enough credit to stay here next year…
And 1 more week later…
I’m ensured to have the prerequisite to stay here throughout my academic years….
With eyes of greens looking at me…
I still pondering whether I want to continue stay in the hostel or not…..

It’s the best u can find in serdang!!
It’s the cheapest!!
It’s the newest!!
It’s the most high class 1 !!!
My friends kept on telling me these…
Hoping that I’ll not waste my credits…
So??
What should I do ler??
Aiya…
I still have 10 month to consider lor…
Why need to decide now le??

Attending the controversial “ethnical relationship” (hubungan ethnik) class

Thank god that I have a portable laptop…..
Now attending a boring elective class in main campus..
One of the reasons that I choose to attend class in main campus I defiant of its long distance from my college is…
I can always get online…
Almost all faculties in the main campus are equipped with wireless internet connection…
Now…
Me…
With a lecturer teaching hypnotically in front of the classs….
I have the advantage over the others…
Because I take my laptop here…
Everyone seems to be visitng the the dreamland..
While I’m the only one fully harness the infrastructure of the university…
Hahaha…
I think the lecturer knows that I’m not giving her my attention…
Some more my typing bits sounds noisy in contrast of the over quietness of the lecture hall…
This class consists of students from many faculties, namely engineering, medicine, biotech….
And most of us don’t know each other ….
So those ppl behind me…
Yes!! I’m talking about YOU!!
Plz stop peeping on what I’m typing..
Although I know this is a blog and ppl from all over the world can read it…
I just don’t like the feeling of being peeped…
So stop it…
I mean it…
STOP IT!!!
Haha

Back to the main point…
I really salute those who discovered that some modules of this course contain controversial issues…
The modules are so boring…
How could anyone finish reading the modules and not end up sleeping??
And can make news of it some more…..!!!
Plz lar..
I rather go to sleep or surf the web during class ……………

Writing blogs here but cant be published…..

It’s quite boring here in college 17…
Main reason, located too far from the main campus of UPM……
Next main reason, the location of UPM itself…
Serdang…..
Wow..
Nice name…
But is there anyone that can describe where is it’s actual location??
In KL??
Wrong!!
Its in Selangor, near Putrajaya…
Is it a big place….
No its not..
Its HUGE…
UPM alone is about half a penang island….
Not to mention the other area which are to rural to remember…
So why don’t I go to the city and enjoy the city life there??
Hello..
Look at any map of selangor and u’ll know how far is it fron serdang to kl city..
Back to the days in penang island…
Because of its small size…
Whenever my friends asked me to go out…
i can go out immediately and arrive to the destination in utmost 10 minutes time…
now…
I’ll think twice whenever others ask me to go out….
Bad public transportation…
Don’t have car somemore…
As if an eagle who has lost his wings….
I belong to the sky…
So y lock me here???

Some more don’t have internet connection here in my college…
I though UPM is the most high tech university in whole of Malaysia…
Y????
College 17 will produce a lot of future doctors…
So plz satisfy their needs lar….
In order to make them good doctors in the future..
Though I’m not a medic student…
Also satisfy my need to connect with the world wide web lar…

1st day with my own laptop!!!

Laptop…..
It is a dream comes true…
I yearned to have 1 for decades but my family members thought that , and still are thinking that I’m too bad tempered to own a laptop…
Laptop is a fragile gadget…
It cant stand ur barbaric hits on it…
According to them…
Evidences to support their point of view…
Uncountable spoilt mice (plz blame the always hanging pc)
Lots and lots of scattered keyboards (plz blame the slow connection of LAN)

But anyway..i still got 1
In this era of advanced technology…
Owning a laptop is a must especially for a university students…
All the lecture notes will be in soft copies…
Nobody will be that hardworking enough to print out the notes and get it photostatted…
All a student need is a high capacity pen-drive…
Pluck it into the computer in the lecture hall…
Tada….
What a easy way to study…
Spend less….learn fast….

But how about those who cant afford to buy a laptop???
Luckily our faculty is considerate enough to open a computer lab which all the computer inside can download infos from internet as well as from pendrive…
So they’ll just have to do their best to buy a pen drive and they can study as conveniently can we do……

Bad things about laptop…
Too expensive….
Makes me nervous all the time coz I’m always losing things…
Room key…library books….matric card….cash….watch…..etc etc….
Wow… imagine if I really lost my laptop that I’m using to type this right now…
I would rather kill myself rather than being scolded by my sister and my parents…

But I think I have confidence with other ppls in my faculty….
After all, they are all university students…
I think their ego will not let them steal my laptop…
More over … most of them r going to become doctors in the future…
A doctor that steals his assistants belongings…
How ridiculous is that ???

Sitting on a stupid chair typing this…

I think I’ll go and buy another chair just to suit the table that my college provides..
The table was make too high& the chair was made too low…
We always associate table with chairs..
They are like couples …
The table will be the husband and the chair will be the wife..
Y??
Becoz a few chairs can serve a table if the table is large enough but no matter how big the chair is, it can only serve a table..
That’s y chairs always will be the wife…
Back to the stupid chair that I’m sitting on..
Its too low for anyone in the universe…
And its not comfortable enough for me…
There for I’ll promote polygamy to my table…
I’ll marry him with another better looking and taller wife…
Y am I so cruel to the going-to-be-ex-wife??
If a wife can coordinate well with her husband…
The marriage will not last long….
So I’ll be the witness to their divorce lor…….

3 rd week as a university student

though life as a biomedic student is less hectic than a medic student....
we still have to endure the boredom of the syllabus of biomedical science...
while medic student busy studying epithelial tissue...connectiove tissue......
while nutrition student study about rate of chemical reaction...
while dietetic students studying about relationship between health and food...
while nursing student studying about ethics..........................
biomedic students are studying about experimentational methods and equipments.....
how boring is that......

biomedic is a rather strange course in the faculty of medicine and health sciences....the entrance requirement is high, only next to medicine, of course....
the syllabus is wide and hard to study, according to rumours and seniors...
the exams are hard as hell....but we'll only end up as lab or medical assistants.....

but anyway who cares....
i just like it lar...cant do anything about it...
though there are a few of weirdos among my coursemates...
but i stilll like it...

biomedic vs medic........

medic students now are like living in hell....
compact study schedule, made fun my their seniors....
being forced to study a 10 pages full notes about sex....and they will have test on that....
that is going to make sex less attractive to them...
compared to them, biomedicm students are more relec\xing...
especially for those who got band 5 in muet, like me...
life is so free....too free.......
have nothing do do.....
the study schedule is too blank for me....
everyday lectures is about 2 to 4 hour long only....
rest of the time..............sleep lor...
what else....???
upm campus is toooooo big.........
and my college is located faarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr from the main campus....
somehow i think that us the students in faculty of medicine and health science are castaways.......
if it isnt the creation of handphone...
i think that i might lost contact with the owrld inside the main campus.....

food.....

pork......i miss u....
maybe next time i see a pork chop....i'll fall in love witrh her...hahah....
somemore eat her face.....haha
that's how i'm desperate to eat pork right now.....!!!
everyday eat curry.....
breakfast curry...;lunch curry...dinner curry......................................
maybe after 4 years living in here, i'll sweat out curry whenever i feel hot...............

orientation week....finally over...

university orientatation week in upm was very tiring...and its finally over....at last!!!
still waitng for me are course , and college orientation...but there are more relax and rules are less strict compared to the university level 1...
skipped an orientation talk yesterday....i think they wont mind 1 lar...
plz lar...need to sing the national and university anthem at least 3 times a day.....
that wont make me be more patriotic 1 lar.....

Wars in hostel…….football vs drama series

Today, unfortunately, 2 main events for ppl from 2 different universes coincidentally was held at the same time………..the golden melody awards and world cup preliminary round, England vs. Paraguay. The coincidence triggers a war among my family members where my father wanted to watch the football match while my mum, sis and I wanted to watch the award show. Majority is not always the prevailing side, instead, the sole breadwinner of the family won!!!! But at least we got to watch the last part of the show where most of the more highlighted awards were given. but that is still very annoying!! i missed most part of the award show!!!

From the family war, I realized that I’ll have to face more football fanatics in my future university hostel. In the university that I’ll probably get in, only one television is available in one block of hostel. During any football matches, I’ll never have to chance to watch my favourite drama series because most boys love football more than their penises. I cant and will not ever succeed in fighting against them because I’ll surely be in the minority side. If only boys are permitted to enter the girls dormitories, then I can watch my favourite show. Girls, after all, are so not “football-minded”.

I hate football. During the physical education classes in my secondary school life which almost involves only football, I would either sit by the shaded side of the field and chat with my friends or just stand still at the edge of the football terrain (of course shaded) and become the “sleeping member” of my team. I hate football. It instigates disharmony in the human community. Ppl will fight, gamble and rob just because of a stupid ball roll into a net made so-called goal.

And most of all, I hate football because it will make me miss some episodes of my favourtie drama!!!!

Sorry, University…….a place crowded with human beings of my age……(2) will continue on tomorrow due to England vs. Paraguay .

University…….a place crowded with human beings of my age……(1)

Entering U, I will inevitably need to come across ppl from different backgrounds, which mould them into different individuals. Some may possess the quality that I like and perhaps I’ll meet my future sworn enemy(s). My point is, nobody, or maybe one in a million, can be friend will everyone. The complexity of DNA results in diverse kind of human being, even identical twins would have different ways of thinking, not to mention 2 strangers who shares different DNA sequences and meet each other for the first time in their lives! How am I going to find true friends in U?

I made friends, a lot of friends during my secondary school life, and also turned away from a lot of ppl who later became my “loyal” enemies. Friends are easy to make, but true friends aren’t !! (Making enemies, on the other hand, for me, with my straight-forward-attitude, piece of cake!! Haha!!) I’m very lucky to be able to forge strong relationship with my gang members. But again, fate plays its role again as the splitter. We’ll surely go to different University this year……….sad……strange, 8 ppl go for 8 different U, I wonder y this world got so many U!! But quoting from TWS, this is a chance for us to grow up, we cant always rely on the shelter of close friends, that will hinder us from interacting with the world outside.

Can the new made friendship in U withstand the test of academic competitions? Or it will be so fragile that some trivial gossips are capable of shattering it? Do I have to switch my channel just to satisfy the “mainstreamers”? (something which I’ll hate myself forever if I do so)

Too headache to think about that, moreover my mind is too empty to finish this article, plz pity me lar, I’m sick, bad flu……..continue tomorrow.

gals = enemies ?

Another huge problem I’m potentially facing in my future university life is girls, females, women, ladies, opposite sexes…………………trouble for me.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not that type of “chi-ko” guys who their minds are 24/7 plotting strategies in tackling gals. I prefer being single. Love between 2 persons is not my cup of tea. Firstly, something which all my friends agreed on is, my behavior is not suitable to become a lover. For instance, I’m bad tempered, insensitive and inattentive. Secondly, I cant and wont spend my life solely with and faithfully to one single person, I’ll get bored to something very easily. I can’t even stay passionate for three days on my pet tortoises.(after one week, my young cousin became the new owner of the 2 poor abandoned tortoises. Thirdly, marriage bears too much responsibility, honestly, I’m not a very responsible person……….

Don’t get me wrong x2, I’m 100% against gender discrimination. In my opinion, females are as important as men in contributing to the well development of a society. Women can work as hard and as effective as males, or sometimes even better. Women have long ago been emancipated from the sole career of being baby bearers and household chores workers. They now possess the prerequisite and the rights to throw away their aprons, step out from tedious daily chores and become the bread feeder of the family. In fact, for career women, marriage is optional. They can always choose to remain single for the rest of their lives if they think that they can still live happily without the presence of men in their golden years. They are both mentally and financially independent. In short, I salute independent women.

But what worries me is those not-so-independent-gals. In my 20 years experience of being a man, or preferably, a boy, I had encountered, and still am encountering different kinds of girls. Some are sporty in their attitude, a quality that I raise both my thumbs for. These gals are usually open-minded, cheerful, playful, fun to mingle with, won’t care much about their appearances, sometimes less emotionally sensitive. They are always ready to face challenges and wont cry easily. They are open-heartedly to accept others’ criticism in their fashion sense. Their friends are free to make fun of their size or age. On the other hand, petty-gals. I’m still learning how to talk to them without hurting their feelings. I admit that I’m an insensitive guy.

Hey! being insensitive is not all my fault, I spent my 7 years of secondary education life in a boys’ school. The only females that I came across were female teachers, female hawker stall workers and female janitors. I lack the experience of communicating with peer gals outside my school. Furthermore I’m not active in co-curriculum activities in school and I’m certainly not a member of those “chi-ko” clubs which most of members are only interested in school-link-school occasions, especially with gals’ school.

I cant give deep description on petty gals because they blown their heads before I even get to know them, haha like what happened in form 6……..to sad to mention about it……………….not, I wont mention about it because I don’t even know what happened in the 1st place, suddenly most sensitive female objects just turned away from me….

Confession of an insensitive, or numb guy. I considered my self a numb guy because I just cant realize that boys and gals differ in many ways, but I thought and still think that they are the same. I tend to treat gals like how I treat other guys. But sometimes gals will be gals, even for sporty-gals and it must be the creator’s fault for making the 2 genders so different! Once I made a very friendly sporty gal, during National Service in 2004, and the source of her ire was my numbness. Regret about that always.

But what puzzles me is , I thought out there there are million of females protesting to stop gender discrimination and fight for equality between men and women. I’m practicing it and I’m being hated. So am I right or wrong for treating gals like boys?

Plz, somebody help me get through my 4 years of university life, free from female tear missiles!!!!!

getting ready to enter university!!

Admitting into the U is exciting even just thinking about it. Think about that, getting far away from home, go to new places that I never been before, meeting new ppl, making new friends or maybe enemies………..It’s just about experiencing something new! And new found, or for now, going-to-be-found freedom!!

Some of my friends already experienced such freedom. LGE, an expert in making innocent looks each time taking photographs, absurdly left his warm family in johor and by himself study form 6 in penang, an issue that I doubted for years!! I’m sure that there always some SMJKs in johor to let him study form 6, which will be more economic and convenient for both him and his family. Let history be history, since he gain 4 As in his stpm, maybe there was a difference between johor and penang. From my observation upon LGE, studying long distance from home and family, negative!! For someone who lacks self-disciplinary, like him, it would turn up to be a pure disaster---for his mum!!
Especially when he was (and still is) in the same gang with me, all I have to say is…….sorry auntie lim!! His main purpose in penang was to study, but do u want to know what actually happened during his 1 and a half year in penang? Freedom granted him permission to hang out late until 2 or 3 am, gossiping about others during class time, went sight-seeing at bukit bendera during the midst of stpm!!!!!!! His case perfectly matches what we study about juvenile delinquency in PA---pengaruh nevetive daripada rakan sebaya dan pegangan agama yang lemah (negatively influenced by friends and low religion-support).

MTGG, who his family is rich enough to send him to perth, Australia to study vet, another perfect example of not sending ur kids to study farther than 20 km from home. Spending aussie dollars to go get a fancy hair cut (from his hair cut, I strongly demand united nations to make an international law to ensure every hairdresser must obtain a certificate in hairdressing before they are allow to put their scissors on othes ppl’s hair), dyed fancy-coloured hair (another support for my demand to the UN), got his ear pierced, and worse, went for clubbing! The worst, went for shopping spree!! I think the source of his immature act is his always-full bank account. Imagine a teenager suddenly been granted the freedom to manage a huge sum of money, of course he’ll went nuts and overspend!!

Lastly, from the points that I wrote above, I sure to tell myself that I’m still willing to go far away from home to study!!!!! Negative influence from friends , oh plz, the bad friend who influenced LGE was (and still is) ME !!!Low religion support in LGE, plz again, we’re both free thinkers!!! Chatting and gossiping during class, plz x 2 , the class during form 6 is nothing but boredom, he got 4 As anyway. MTGG, he’s happy about the bad hair cut, his family is happy about him, so? Any problem? Btw, I wont dye my hair in a thousand years!! Furthermore, I’m sure that my bank account wont have any excess money for me to throw into the sea because my parents are so stingy!! And I’m confident my self-control-ability(though all my friends doubt it).

Anyway, I don care, I wanna enter UUUUUUUUUU!!!!!

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